work all day

I went to a college morning to look at a footy course which is pretty amazing tbh its four days a week and i get a coaching cetificate and a place in a new team getting paid a minum of £30 a week xx

i can then go on to bournemouth and do my coaching degree xxx and live with sj xxxx

i then was working with dad and earnt aload of money so i can now afford the second part of sjs present xxx

I really love you babe your stuck with me now xxx

snow day

today was so fun we had such deep snow and it was really deep and we had a massive snowball fight which was awesome xxx

i really miss sj and cant wait to see her at christmas xxx

i really love you xxx
your perfect xxxx

im so happy xxx

busy week

i really cant wait for this week to be over because its so busy and i cant talk to sj much ive got working at youthy tomoz at 7 and might be going out with mates friday xxx at least after that im free for ages so can talk to sj more xxxxxxxxxx

I love her so much and really never want to lose her xxxxx i really worry too much xxxxxxxxx
Its just she means more to me then anybody ever has and im so used to losing people close to me xxxxxxxx
she really is perfect xxxx

Ive never been this happy and ive never felt this way before and i really cant to have her back in my arms and to be able to kiss her xxxxxxxxxx

I LOVE YOU BABE XXXXXXXXX

funny day

Today was so funny at footy adam trying to show off dan passed it to him and he slipped up and put it over the goal when it was open and he was in the 6 yard box we dont know how he did it xxxxx

then we were in dorch on bikes just riding around and had a good convo about sj xxxxx

I really love her and were going really good at the moment and ive found a good present xxxxxxxxxxx

I miss you babe and cant wait for christmas xxxxxxxxx

painful

Ow i slipped and landed with my head on concrete today which was really painful xx
I really love SJ and im never letting her go shes stuck with me now xxxx
I really cant wait for christmas and our plans xxxx
Ive never felt this way before im so in love i cant belive it xxxxxx
football was a bit of a fail today we lost 7-5 and arsenal lost 3-2

I really love you babe xxxxxxxxx

over thinking

Im just so tired at the moment the film yesturday was really bad and we had to come out early because adams uncle went into hospital xxx

Then SJ was being weird with me which has set me off worrying about losing her again xxx
I just feel like shes going off me she wont tell me any off her problems now so i cant be their for her xxxx

im also worried about adam because he got dumped yesturday so was really upset so we went to the cinema then he found out his uncle has gone into hospital so not good xxx

I REALLY REALLY LOVE SJ
and i dont want to lose her xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ouch

Ow my knee was really hurting today and when i said about it my mate dan turned round and said i deserve
it for being cocky when i play football some mate he is xxx

I had an intresting convo with SJ last night about how far we wanted to go together xx
I really love her and cant wait till christmas and our plans xxxx

im sitting out footy tomoz so im just watching the team play without me xx
its for the best need to recover fully for importent games in the next 2 weeks

I REALLY REALLY MISS SJ XXXXXX
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABE XXX

average day

I have really done my leg in its really swollen and im struggling to walk in alot of pain but will be fine xx
I really love SJ xx Ive never felt this way before im hers forever xxxxxx

i had a good day with adam expecially at break and lunch playing with the cricketball and alex asked for ago he threw it and it went straight through our head masters office window while he was having a meeting so alex has a bill for a new window now

I really miss SJ and hope shes free and allowed to come down at christmas because i need to see her xxxxxxxxx

I love you babe xxx and you never going to lose me xxxxx

good day

I had a really good day today lol xxxxxx
Our maths exam today was so funny our teacher asking us if we were ready and adam turning arouund and saying yes because he knows his 2 times table lol our teachers face xxx
Food test with alex with awesome just laughing as he shouted out that the answer was always chicken nuggets lol we got some weird looks xxxxx
Then ICT with adam just looking at idea for SJs christmas present and drinking coke lol xxxxxx
I cant wait to get my hats tomoz xxx
I really really miss sj xxxxxxx

I LOVE YOU BABE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Plans

Christmas really is going to be amazing this year ive got a football tournement in between when we break up and the day xx
Then SJs coming down and we have some very nice plans and im looking forward to discovering just how dirty she can be xxx

I got a football match today though id rather stay home and talk to SJ xxxx
Maths exam tomoz fun fun xxx ill proberly fail it but oh well xxxxx

I really miss SJ and cant wait till christmas and when i can see her xxxxxxxxxxxx

I LOVE YOU BABE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

good day

today was so funny lol mr mathews telling me now to hit alex with my book lol because its too thin hit him with the bible instead lol
adam falling over playing footy at lunch lol
 i really love sj and things are going great again im so happy lol xx
badminton tomoz should be funny i cant wait to see sj at christmas xx

bad day

ive had the worst day in the world and i hate my life

everyone is trying to break me and sj up
now ive been suspended from the school sports teams for not focusing
everything seems to be going wrong right now
sj is really up set because shes had a bad day and some really bad news

i really love her and just hope i dont lose her
everything is going wrong and my life is just crashing down around me
and i dont know what to do