hmmmmmmmm

Why do people who you think are your mates have to have one arguement and the decide they are going to stab you in the back and lie about you saying you cheated on the most importent person in your life when you didnt.

I really love sj and i dont want to lose her because she means everything to me and i cant live without her xxxx i need to find a way to sort this because i never cheated on her and i never will xxxxxxx

:/ mood

I just dunno why but everything seems to be just crashing down on me at the moment xxx
im losing friends, im getting bullied and beaten up, sj seems off with me and im getting really stressed over exams which is making everything 10 times worse xxxxx

Sometimes i wonder why i even bother with my life i just wish i was dead quite alot of the time right now xxxxxxxxxxxx and i really am considering killing my self or just running away from my problems xxxxxxxxxx

brave face

Im really struggling to cope with everything going on right now xxxxx
Im getting stressed about exams and dealing with everyone elses problems xxxx
Im really doubting SJs pregnent but i wont relax till i know for sure for now im just trying to reasure her xxxxxx
im really worried about her futre being wrecked because of me xxxxxx

I really love her and i always will xxxx
things are starting to look up with my grades and everything else my injuries are going my healths improving and my fittness is going upxxxxxx pluss all my mates are fine again so i dont see how anything can go wrong its all getting better xxxxxxx

best week of my life

I really have just had the best week of my life all thanks to SJ xxxxxxx
It was amazing i love spending time with her xxxxxxxxxxxxx
And i love everything about her from her kisses to her smile xxxxxxxxxx
I loved us just talking and opening up to each other xxxxxxxxxx
Im abit worried that her parents know that we had sex i wouldnt dare tell mine xxxxxxx