feeling good

I feel good for the first time in along time and its because of 2 reasons xxxxx
The first is because i had a really talk with SJ last night and she made me feel great xxxxxxx
And that led on to me sleeping well because i was happy and relaxed and that made me feel less ill xxxxxxxx
I really cant belive im off to florida on thurday i will really miss talking to SJ while im there though xxxxxxxxxx

I really really love you babe i dont know what id do without xxxxxxxx
Your perfect i couldnt ask for anything more xxx you are kind x caring x loving x beautiful x xxxxxxx
And you always know what to say to cheer me up x and i know i can tell you anything and you will always help me xxxxxxxxxx

Im glad i can call you mine and i cant wait for our futre together :) xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Love you
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:/ mood

i really dont know what to do right now xxxx
my heads spinning xxx
sjs annoyed with me xxxx
jacks in hospital xxxxx
and my parents keep having ago at me xxxxxxx
i just dont know why life has to be so difficult xxxxx
and why it always has to be me who gets hurt xxxxxxxx