cold swim

I swam across weymouth harbour today and complelty froze and nearly blacked out but i came 7th out of the 50 in my group xxxx

I really love my perfect girlfriend and i cant wait to hold her close again xxxx slightly worried her parents are offering us comdoms though :/ xxxxx

she makes me so happy im never letting her go

i love you sj forever and always xxxxxxx

resoloutions

I have come up with my new years resoloutions : the first is to not be such and idiot towards SJ and not take her for granted and the second is to actully acheive somthing truely sensational in 2011 xxxx

I really wish i hadnt gone to aarons last night i was so bored and got practiclly no sleep xxx

I really love SJ and i cant wait till shes here xx i just wish i knew why she is so worried about meeting my family xxxx
i really wish we didnt have the distence but then again there is no one else id rather be with so it is worth while xxxxxxxx

i love you baby xxxxxx

im such an idiot

i upset sj by being stupid i wish i could just not make mistakes im such a failure and i wish i could just for once do somthing right xxxxx

i really really love sj and i always will and i cant wait to see her it will be amazing xxxxx

how do i stop the tears

I hate it when people get involved in things that dont concern them and try to split people up xxxxxx
I hate it when me and SJ argue it just feels like im gunna lose her and i cant deal with this pain again xxxxxx
I really truly love her more then she will ever belive i just people would leave us have our relationship and not try to break us up xxxxx

I love you babe and dont want to lose you i need you babe xxxxx

funny day

Today was so funny we went to a 5 aside football tournemount and came second i started daydreaming about sj lol and my coach was like scott you going on now and in the end he had to chuck a bottle over me to make me focus lol xxxxxxx

Im wrapping up sjs christmas present and sent her card today i really cant wait to see her at christmasit will be amazing xxxxxx

I really love you babe and i always will because you kind caring loving funny perfect gorgeous and MINE xxxxxxx

All the snows gone now so i guess its back to school tomoz :( xxxxx

hmmmmmmmm

I dont really know what to make of today i had a singing thing which went okay i guess
then me and dad looked at cars for me which was really fun i then froze my self in the snow xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i then acted like a complete idiot watched paranormal activity scared my senseless and then starting to worry sj was gunna dump me because she seemed in a weird mood xxxxxxx

I really love her and cant lose her  xxxxxxxx

i really cant wait till christmas xxxxxxx